Loose Change.

I hate the the older I get the more spread apart the people I love get from me. I miss home. I miss my mom. I miss redbox nights and chickfila for breakfast. And her amazing ability to make anything and do anything for anyone. I miss my dad. I miss how excited he gets about fishing tournaments and how on Sunday mornings he always tells me how pretty I look. I miss Jared & Olivia and how their love just makes you smile. I miss Jen and her family. I hate that I'm missing her kids growing up. I miss Grant. I miss going and laying in his bed and wrestling with him. I miss Ben. I miss how no matter what at the end of the day Ben is always there to give you a little Ben hug, and somehow it just makes everything better. I miss my Grandparents and hate that my time with them is so limited. I miss Grandpa and his crazy stories and vulgarities. I miss Grandma and her ability to make amazing food and always give out compliments and make you feel like a million bucks. I miss Papa and his big belly and his smile that breaks through the grumpy old man. I miss June and her willingness to always serve those around her. I miss Ashley and how she has always been there for me to talk everything out. I miss bonfires, long talks, driving around town, hottubing, and as is swimming. I miss the entire Wright family. I miss Maggie and our instant dance parties, snuggle sessions, and our amazing ability to quote movies, songs, and youtube videos. I miss Jenni, I miss coming over even when Maggie was gone and just talking. I miss all the little things. I love being here but everything is changing so fast and its not slowing down. I guess I just have to learn to brace myself for the change and then adjust accordingly. I am so happy I'm here and there is no doubt in my mind that this is where I belong.